{"id":200,"date":"2024-04-17T17:57:42","date_gmt":"2024-04-17T17:57:42","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/juliannastratton.me.holycross.edu\/?p=200"},"modified":"2024-04-17T17:57:42","modified_gmt":"2024-04-17T17:57:42","slug":"200","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogs.holycross.edu\/juliannastratton\/2024\/04\/17\/200\/","title":{"rendered":"Flying Heavy"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>To say that this semester has been busy would be quite an understatement. My friends see me emerge from a practice room, Dinand, or my room in <a href=\"https:\/\/www.holycross.edu\/campus-life\/housing\/campus-housing\/ciampi-wellness-living-learning-community\">Ciampi<\/a> approximately every two weeks, during which I reassure them that I am in fact alive, that it is not the ghost of my overworked self that&#8217;s sending memes into our group chat&#8230; and then I disappear again.<\/p>\n<figure id=\"attachment_201\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-201\" style=\"width: 244px\" class=\"wp-caption alignleft\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"wp-image-201 \" src=\"https:\/\/blogs.holycross.edu\/juliannastratton\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/37\/2024\/04\/IMG_6771.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"244\" height=\"325\" srcset=\"https:\/\/blogs.holycross.edu\/juliannastratton\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/37\/2024\/04\/IMG_6771.jpg 1011w, https:\/\/blogs.holycross.edu\/juliannastratton\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/37\/2024\/04\/IMG_6771-225x300.jpg 225w, https:\/\/blogs.holycross.edu\/juliannastratton\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/37\/2024\/04\/IMG_6771-769x1024.jpg 769w, https:\/\/blogs.holycross.edu\/juliannastratton\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/37\/2024\/04\/IMG_6771-768x1023.jpg 768w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 244px) 100vw, 244px\" \/><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-201\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">a recognizable sight, to be sure.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p>It would be easy to point to the\u00a0<em>breaks<\/em><em>\u00a0<\/em>that I&#8217;ve taken amidst all of this &#8212; evenings spent relaxing with a tv show, an excursion into Boston with friends, the occasional dinner with my roommate &#8212; as the times when I&#8217;ve had fun, or really enjoyed being here at HC. What&#8217;s <em>not<\/em> so easy to immediately see or be grateful for is all the time in between the breaks; the time when my friends don&#8217;t see me except for in classes or when I&#8217;m spotted carrying my cello around campus (which is not exactly a subtle experience).<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>College is busy. <em>Life <\/em>is busy. Busier for me compared to many, perhaps, because of my double major, pre-vet and honors college requirements, extracurricular commitments, ensemble rehearsals, cello practice and job, but&#8230; we&#8217;re all more or less in the same boat. If this semester is teaching me anything, it&#8217;s that if you wait to take a break or enjoy the moment until there&#8217;s nothing to be stressed about and no work to do&#8230; you&#8217;ll be waiting for your casket.<\/p>\n<p>One of my favorite quotes of all time, taught to me my Dad, of course, is from G.K. Chesterton: &#8220;Angels can fly because they take themselves lightly&#8230; Seriousness is not a virtue&#8230; It is easy to be heavy; hard to be light. Satan fell by the force of gravity.&#8221; In that spirit, (and as a reminder to myself to do this more often, so that I&#8217;m not a hypocrite for writing this), here are some times of &#8216;lightness&#8217; amidst the heaviness of the semester:<\/p>\n<figure id=\"attachment_208\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-208\" style=\"width: 474px\" class=\"wp-caption alignright\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\" wp-image-208\" src=\"https:\/\/blogs.holycross.edu\/juliannastratton\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/37\/2024\/04\/IMG_6663.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"474\" height=\"355\" srcset=\"https:\/\/blogs.holycross.edu\/juliannastratton\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/37\/2024\/04\/IMG_6663.jpg 1796w, https:\/\/blogs.holycross.edu\/juliannastratton\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/37\/2024\/04\/IMG_6663-300x225.jpg 300w, https:\/\/blogs.holycross.edu\/juliannastratton\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/37\/2024\/04\/IMG_6663-1024x768.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/blogs.holycross.edu\/juliannastratton\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/37\/2024\/04\/IMG_6663-768x576.jpg 768w, https:\/\/blogs.holycross.edu\/juliannastratton\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/37\/2024\/04\/IMG_6663-1536x1152.jpg 1536w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 474px) 100vw, 474px\" \/><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-208\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">a pretty sunset on my way to rehearsals!<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<figure id=\"attachment_210\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-210\" style=\"width: 399px\" class=\"wp-caption alignleft\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\" wp-image-210\" src=\"https:\/\/blogs.holycross.edu\/juliannastratton\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/37\/2024\/04\/IMG_7648.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"399\" height=\"299\" srcset=\"https:\/\/blogs.holycross.edu\/juliannastratton\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/37\/2024\/04\/IMG_7648.jpg 1796w, https:\/\/blogs.holycross.edu\/juliannastratton\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/37\/2024\/04\/IMG_7648-300x225.jpg 300w, https:\/\/blogs.holycross.edu\/juliannastratton\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/37\/2024\/04\/IMG_7648-1024x768.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/blogs.holycross.edu\/juliannastratton\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/37\/2024\/04\/IMG_7648-768x576.jpg 768w, https:\/\/blogs.holycross.edu\/juliannastratton\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/37\/2024\/04\/IMG_7648-1536x1152.jpg 1536w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 399px) 100vw, 399px\" \/><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-210\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">the orchestra performed a full program of movie music, including clips from star wars!<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<figure id=\"attachment_204\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-204\" style=\"width: 355px\" class=\"wp-caption alignright\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"wp-image-204 \" src=\"https:\/\/blogs.holycross.edu\/juliannastratton\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/37\/2024\/04\/IMG_6589.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"355\" height=\"266\" \/><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-204\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">taking a quick study break on the hoval!<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<figure id=\"attachment_206\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-206\" style=\"width: 213px\" class=\"wp-caption alignleft\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\" wp-image-206\" src=\"https:\/\/blogs.holycross.edu\/juliannastratton\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/37\/2024\/04\/IMG_6650.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"213\" height=\"283\" srcset=\"https:\/\/blogs.holycross.edu\/juliannastratton\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/37\/2024\/04\/IMG_6650.jpg 1011w, https:\/\/blogs.holycross.edu\/juliannastratton\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/37\/2024\/04\/IMG_6650-225x300.jpg 225w, https:\/\/blogs.holycross.edu\/juliannastratton\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/37\/2024\/04\/IMG_6650-769x1024.jpg 769w, https:\/\/blogs.holycross.edu\/juliannastratton\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/37\/2024\/04\/IMG_6650-768x1023.jpg 768w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 213px) 100vw, 213px\" \/><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-206\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">a morning practice session!<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<figure id=\"attachment_202\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-202\" style=\"width: 212px\" class=\"wp-caption alignleft\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"wp-image-202 \" src=\"https:\/\/blogs.holycross.edu\/juliannastratton\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/37\/2024\/04\/IMG_6430.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"212\" height=\"283\" srcset=\"https:\/\/blogs.holycross.edu\/juliannastratton\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/37\/2024\/04\/IMG_6430.jpg 1011w, https:\/\/blogs.holycross.edu\/juliannastratton\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/37\/2024\/04\/IMG_6430-225x300.jpg 225w, https:\/\/blogs.holycross.edu\/juliannastratton\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/37\/2024\/04\/IMG_6430-769x1024.jpg 769w, https:\/\/blogs.holycross.edu\/juliannastratton\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/37\/2024\/04\/IMG_6430-768x1023.jpg 768w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 212px) 100vw, 212px\" \/><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-202\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">getting to watch a movie for my spanish class!<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<figure id=\"attachment_203\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-203\" style=\"width: 325px\" class=\"wp-caption alignleft\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\" wp-image-203\" src=\"https:\/\/blogs.holycross.edu\/juliannastratton\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/37\/2024\/04\/IMG_6548.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"325\" height=\"433\" srcset=\"https:\/\/blogs.holycross.edu\/juliannastratton\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/37\/2024\/04\/IMG_6548.jpg 1011w, https:\/\/blogs.holycross.edu\/juliannastratton\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/37\/2024\/04\/IMG_6548-225x300.jpg 225w, https:\/\/blogs.holycross.edu\/juliannastratton\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/37\/2024\/04\/IMG_6548-769x1024.jpg 769w, https:\/\/blogs.holycross.edu\/juliannastratton\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/37\/2024\/04\/IMG_6548-768x1023.jpg 768w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 325px) 100vw, 325px\" \/><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-203\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">hot chocolate while studying for orgo!<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<figure id=\"attachment_207\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-207\" style=\"width: 335px\" class=\"wp-caption alignright\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\" wp-image-207\" src=\"https:\/\/blogs.holycross.edu\/juliannastratton\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/37\/2024\/04\/IMG_6662.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"335\" height=\"447\" srcset=\"https:\/\/blogs.holycross.edu\/juliannastratton\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/37\/2024\/04\/IMG_6662.jpg 1011w, https:\/\/blogs.holycross.edu\/juliannastratton\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/37\/2024\/04\/IMG_6662-225x300.jpg 225w, https:\/\/blogs.holycross.edu\/juliannastratton\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/37\/2024\/04\/IMG_6662-769x1024.jpg 769w, https:\/\/blogs.holycross.edu\/juliannastratton\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/37\/2024\/04\/IMG_6662-768x1023.jpg 768w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 335px) 100vw, 335px\" \/><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-207\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">an evening spent in the practice room&#8230; ending with a jury performance going well!<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>To say that this semester has been busy would be quite an understatement. My friends see me emerge from a practice room, Dinand, or my room in Ciampi approximately every two weeks, during which I reassure them that I am in fact alive, that it is not the ghost of my overworked self that&#8217;s sending &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/blogs.holycross.edu\/juliannastratton\/2024\/04\/17\/200\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;Flying Heavy&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":588,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2,3],"tags":[5,7,9,15,16,18,19,21,23,24,29],"class_list":["post-200","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-faith","category-life","tag-classes","tag-community","tag-extracurricular","tag-honors-program","tag-learning","tag-music","tag-opportunities","tag-reflections","tag-spots-on-campus","tag-spring-break","tag-working"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogs.holycross.edu\/juliannastratton\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/200","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogs.holycross.edu\/juliannastratton\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogs.holycross.edu\/juliannastratton\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.holycross.edu\/juliannastratton\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/588"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.holycross.edu\/juliannastratton\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=200"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.holycross.edu\/juliannastratton\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/200\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogs.holycross.edu\/juliannastratton\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=200"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.holycross.edu\/juliannastratton\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=200"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.holycross.edu\/juliannastratton\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=200"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}