{"id":124,"date":"2023-06-19T20:41:37","date_gmt":"2023-06-19T20:41:37","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/madelinesughrue.me.holycross.edu\/?p=124"},"modified":"2023-06-19T20:41:37","modified_gmt":"2023-06-19T20:41:37","slug":"bittersweet-endings","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogs.holycross.edu\/madelinesughrue\/2023\/06\/19\/bittersweet-endings\/","title":{"rendered":"Bittersweet Endings"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>In my first blog entry, I wrote that I was sitting in a caff\u00e8 in my hometown, longing to be in Florence. As I sit in my living room back home in Winchester, Massachusetts, I certainly miss Italy, but feel like I&#8217;m exactly where I&#8217;m supposed to be.<\/p>\n<p>In our final days studying abroad, my friends in Florence were losing sleep over the thought of coming home. I only cried once, compared to my friends who wept numerous times, which sort of made me feel like something was wrong with me. I loved my time in Florence, so why didn&#8217;t I feel sad to leave?<\/p>\n<p>I adore so much about Florence: the food, the culture, the architecture, and the overall beautiful aesthetic. My host mom was also someone who made the city such a special place to me. I kept reminding myself that I&#8217;d be leaving all of these things behind, hoping that it would make me more emotional.<\/p>\n<p>Upon reflection, though, I&#8217;ve realized that just because I wasn&#8217;t devastated to leave doesn&#8217;t mean that I don&#8217;t love Florence. Rather, I think I felt it was an appropriate time to leave. 5 months is a LONG time. A long time without sleeping in my own comfy bed, eating meals that aren&#8217;t just pizza and pasta, and spending time with the people I love the most.<\/p>\n<p>Being ready to leave doesn&#8217;t take away from the fact that I loved every second of my time abroad. I got to visit countries that I&#8217;d only ever dreamt of getting to see, made memories that will last me a lifetime, and get to tell people that I lived in Europe!<\/p>\n<p>I almost didn&#8217;t apply to this program because of fear; taking classes in another language, living with a host family, and being away from home for 5 months are pretty intimidating factors. However, my love for Italian culture inspired me to take the risk, and I am so grateful that I did. It definitely wasn&#8217;t easy, but I&#8217;m so proud of myself for getting through the semester, and highly recommend others to sign up to study abroad, even if it&#8217;s outside of your comfort zone. I can promise that it will be one of the best experiences of your life \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>In my first blog entry, I wrote that I was sitting in a caff\u00e8 in my hometown, longing to be in Florence. As I sit in my living room back home in Winchester, Massachusetts, I certainly miss Italy, but feel like I&#8217;m exactly where I&#8217;m supposed to be. In our final days studying abroad, my &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/blogs.holycross.edu\/madelinesughrue\/2023\/06\/19\/bittersweet-endings\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;Bittersweet Endings&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":594,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-124","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogs.holycross.edu\/madelinesughrue\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/124","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogs.holycross.edu\/madelinesughrue\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogs.holycross.edu\/madelinesughrue\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.holycross.edu\/madelinesughrue\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/594"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.holycross.edu\/madelinesughrue\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=124"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.holycross.edu\/madelinesughrue\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/124\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogs.holycross.edu\/madelinesughrue\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=124"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.holycross.edu\/madelinesughrue\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=124"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.holycross.edu\/madelinesughrue\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=124"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}